Things are just fitting

Since I have decided to choose this new path in my life it is just fitting more and more everyday.

The more I educate myself the more I'm like why didn't I choose this a long time ago. The hubs is slow to come around but as things just change in our house the more he see's it as a good thing. Yes there is a little bit of magick in this particular religion but it's so much more then that. I can and will admit to asking the God and Godess to be with me and help me with things in our life. I can say that things have been granted to me and our family.

The hubs is getting closer to following the same path. As I educate myself I share with him what I have learned. I do feel at peace with what I have chosen but it is something that I keep between me and the people in my house. I highly doubt that anyone else in our family would be understanding. Since I have so much going on with me personally as it is I really keep what I tell certain people to keep them from judging me to much as it is.

But I do know when I need to meditate cause I can just feel that it's time to meditate, when I do I always feel less stressed and right now my stress is at an all time high.

I know that the powers that be will be here for me and will help calm the stress.

It just feels so right

I know I haven't posted in awhile on this particular blog but life had a way of getting me and I just didn't blog about it.

I'm still learning more and more every day about Wicca and being Pagan. I'm just flat out learning more and more everyday. It is just the best thing for me and I feel so happy and I feel so at peace and calm. I do spend some time meditating a couple times a week. It really makes me feel so connected and so relaxed. It's a hard feeling to explain but those who follow the path I'm sure understand.

I did utilized some candle magick but it was mainly to ask for continued protection of my family, myself but I also asked things improve financially but I also specifically asked that no one else be hurt by my request. I did this the other night and the hubs came home yesterday telling me that he was offered some field work to do for the next few months.

I did meditate again last night and thanked the Godess and God for putting this oppurtunity in his path. I has really amazed me lately when I meditate, ask them to join me and enjoy my moments of meditation and the results that I get. But I also feel so full of peace and knowing that someone is always with me.

The husband is coming around this path but it's still something new to him but he's getting there slowly but surely.

Waiting

I'm still waiting for one of the other books that I ordered. Which I'm hoping that it will be here in the next couple of days.

I haven't sat at the alter in a few days due to that I was dealing with a few health issues. But I am feeling the calling back to sit there tomorrow and just meditate on things. I need to bring some calmness back into my life and the first night I sat at the alter and meditated I did feel much more calm.

I think between my medications and this new path in my life I will bring calmness to my life. My mom today was talking about putting one of the kids into a church group but she doesn't know that I am following this path and that DD wants to follow the same path. That's just a fight that I'm not going to deal with.

I know that I need some calmness in my life right now and look forward to sitting there and asking the Goddess and God to join me and help me see what it is that I need in my life and where I'm headed.

Tonight

I decided tonight is going to be the night that I'm going to do my invocation. I just feel that tonight is the right time. I'm waiting till everyone goes to sleep so that I have the quiet that I need so that I can breathe and meditate before I call upon the Goddess and God.

I have also decided to do my first spell tonight.

I really do feel that this is the best path for me in my life. I have been through so much in the last few months and once I started studying this it just felt like it was the perfect thing for me in my life.

It brings great relief to me, it brings something to me that just feels like it's right for me and I'm ready to take on what comes my way in the new path that I have chosen. I have my alter set up just the way I want it and I'm ready to sit in front of it and accept what comes to me and rests within me.

Blessed be

Found a new path

I have found a new religious path that really is just fitting to me. I have decided to follow the path of being Wiccan.

I have never really felt that any other religion has fit me perfectly and it just felt so strict in living such a way.

Of course I am still continuing my education on the Wicca way of life and getting my alter set up to how I want it. But what I love about it most is that there is no set way that things need to be done but it doesn't mean that you aren't following the religion. It has such a free and open way of doing things and knowing that you are not doing things wrong.

This aspect of my life just feels so right and it's one area of my life that I know it's the right thing at the right time in my life.