Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Things are just fitting

Since I have decided to choose this new path in my life it is just fitting more and more everyday.

The more I educate myself the more I'm like why didn't I choose this a long time ago. The hubs is slow to come around but as things just change in our house the more he see's it as a good thing. Yes there is a little bit of magick in this particular religion but it's so much more then that. I can and will admit to asking the God and Godess to be with me and help me with things in our life. I can say that things have been granted to me and our family.

The hubs is getting closer to following the same path. As I educate myself I share with him what I have learned. I do feel at peace with what I have chosen but it is something that I keep between me and the people in my house. I highly doubt that anyone else in our family would be understanding. Since I have so much going on with me personally as it is I really keep what I tell certain people to keep them from judging me to much as it is.

But I do know when I need to meditate cause I can just feel that it's time to meditate, when I do I always feel less stressed and right now my stress is at an all time high.

I know that the powers that be will be here for me and will help calm the stress.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

It just feels so right

I know I haven't posted in awhile on this particular blog but life had a way of getting me and I just didn't blog about it.

I'm still learning more and more every day about Wicca and being Pagan. I'm just flat out learning more and more everyday. It is just the best thing for me and I feel so happy and I feel so at peace and calm. I do spend some time meditating a couple times a week. It really makes me feel so connected and so relaxed. It's a hard feeling to explain but those who follow the path I'm sure understand.

I did utilized some candle magick but it was mainly to ask for continued protection of my family, myself but I also asked things improve financially but I also specifically asked that no one else be hurt by my request. I did this the other night and the hubs came home yesterday telling me that he was offered some field work to do for the next few months.

I did meditate again last night and thanked the Godess and God for putting this oppurtunity in his path. I has really amazed me lately when I meditate, ask them to join me and enjoy my moments of meditation and the results that I get. But I also feel so full of peace and knowing that someone is always with me.

The husband is coming around this path but it's still something new to him but he's getting there slowly but surely.