Waiting

I'm still waiting for one of the other books that I ordered. Which I'm hoping that it will be here in the next couple of days.

I haven't sat at the alter in a few days due to that I was dealing with a few health issues. But I am feeling the calling back to sit there tomorrow and just meditate on things. I need to bring some calmness back into my life and the first night I sat at the alter and meditated I did feel much more calm.

I think between my medications and this new path in my life I will bring calmness to my life. My mom today was talking about putting one of the kids into a church group but she doesn't know that I am following this path and that DD wants to follow the same path. That's just a fight that I'm not going to deal with.

I know that I need some calmness in my life right now and look forward to sitting there and asking the Goddess and God to join me and help me see what it is that I need in my life and where I'm headed.

Tonight

I decided tonight is going to be the night that I'm going to do my invocation. I just feel that tonight is the right time. I'm waiting till everyone goes to sleep so that I have the quiet that I need so that I can breathe and meditate before I call upon the Goddess and God.

I have also decided to do my first spell tonight.

I really do feel that this is the best path for me in my life. I have been through so much in the last few months and once I started studying this it just felt like it was the perfect thing for me in my life.

It brings great relief to me, it brings something to me that just feels like it's right for me and I'm ready to take on what comes my way in the new path that I have chosen. I have my alter set up just the way I want it and I'm ready to sit in front of it and accept what comes to me and rests within me.

Blessed be

Found a new path

I have found a new religious path that really is just fitting to me. I have decided to follow the path of being Wiccan.

I have never really felt that any other religion has fit me perfectly and it just felt so strict in living such a way.

Of course I am still continuing my education on the Wicca way of life and getting my alter set up to how I want it. But what I love about it most is that there is no set way that things need to be done but it doesn't mean that you aren't following the religion. It has such a free and open way of doing things and knowing that you are not doing things wrong.

This aspect of my life just feels so right and it's one area of my life that I know it's the right thing at the right time in my life.